I keep leaving myself, my writing, and then coming back. Again, and again, and again. Not that anyone is really reading what I write here, but if they did, I fear they would leave because I’m not consistent and can’t promise I will be in the future. If you are reading here or have followed anything I’ve done in the past - it’s frustrating, right? That I come and go, start and stop. it’s frustrating for me too.